its weirdo!

now what? i've post something
last night. but it 
seems that the post
have been missing. omg.
=.=


that's really weird!!
such a weirdo bah.

untuk awak2 yang disayangi

assalamualaikum bloggers.
:) semoga sihat sentiasa hendaknya.
post kali khas untuk awak-awak yang disayangi.
nak tahu siapa awak2 yang sy mksdkan? :P
meh la bace. kalau terasa, awak la awak2 tu.
hihihik!



awak2 nak tahu tak kalau xlama lg saya nak smbng
blaja dah? sy smbng blaja kt tmpt yang jauh dr rumah sy.
walaupun berat hati, tapi kene gak pg. awak2 nak tahu
kenapa? sbbnya untuk menuntut ilmu la. hihi



awak2 nak tahu sesuatu tak? kalau da tahu tu,
buat2 la br tahu ye. :P
kalau kita ikhlas dalam menuntut ilmu tu kan,
kte dapat pahale taw. hehe. seronok tak?
seronok kan? so, meh la kte sm2 ikhlaskan
diri untuk menuntut ilmu. :)



and and and! ade lagi satu sy nak share.
hari tu saya ada dgr sorang ustzah ni ckp,
kalau kte nak berjaya dlm menuntut ilmu,
kte kena tetapkan niat kte. iaitu menuntut ilmu
KERANA ALLAH.
okay2 saya tegaskan lagi, MENUNTUT
ILMU KERANA ALLAH.
insyaAllah kte akan berjaya.



sebaliknya, jangan la menuntut ilmu
supaya nanti dapat jawatan yang besar,
or supaya dpt result yang gempak (okay! thats
me. HAHAHA)
SO, marila kte sm2 betulkan niat kte ye.
i know its a bit hard, but
jom kte try sm2 ye? :)
okay, just some sharing from me.
goodluck untuk everyone! :)




semoga kta kekal mendapat rahmat dan
hidayahnya. aminnn~

i'm getting matured!

hello readers!
how r u?
i'm getting fine but yet
i'll be missing my family
a lot lot lot. :(
oh, about that post title,
i really agree with that.
know what, after i've been
thinking a lot and a lot,
i've realised that i've done many
thing that cause trouble to my family,
esp my parents. i've spent a lot of money
on useless things. and i've regretted that.
im really sorry mom and dad,
i've caused u both into big trouble,
for my future, u've spent a lot of money.
im really sad. after what they have done
to me, i wont repeat my mistakes
again. from now on, i'll save money.
i love u mom and dad!
really love u.
i'll study harder and make urself proud
of me! i'm going to miss u both! :'(
thanks for everything.

dilemma again

helo helo helo.
im not really happy today.


yaa, im counting days to leave my
precious home to continue my study.
yaa, and yet a lot of peoples hope
something nice from me before i go.


and im really sorry i cant left u those
sweet memories for you all.
and im sorry cause i cant satisfy all of u.


im really sorry. im not a type of person
that can do that. it's not that im being
sombong or what, it is just that
i'm not used with it.


please understand me yaa?
i really hope that from you all.
im still confused now.
and im speechless. i dont
know what to say.
okay, bye!



*i hope u all understand and dont change*
thats enough for me. thanks.

sharing some info

hello guys!
sy br lepas baca satu blog ni.
TERjumpa blog ni kt satu blog yang laen, tp xingt
pulak link blog tu. hihik.
nevermind then.


sy tertarik dgn satu post yang berkaitan
dengan adab dalam islam iaitu
cukur bulu kemaluan.


honestly, topic ni agak sensitif utk
di bahaskan, tp dalam islam,
benda ni memang harus di pelajari.


lagipun, benda ni mengajar utk kebaikan,
bukan utk keburukan. am i right? :)
hehehe.


alhmdulillah, lepas jumpa blog ni
rasa bersyukur la pulak.
nak tahu knp? sbbnya, melalui blog ni sy dpt jugak
share dgn kwn2 psl info ni.


actually, sy dah tahu lama pasal benda ni,
tapii segan yang amat nak share kt kawan.
takut di cop sbg gila seks. hahaha.


sorry but i think that's the truth. :P
post ni sbg peringatan utk sy dan kwn2 dan readers
sekalian ye. marilah kta bersma2 menjaga kebersihan
diri dan alam sekitar (chewah! skema gler) Muahahahaha.
i dont care. yang penting i loike. hihik.ok. thats all.


assalamualaikum~  :)

saya mahu duit

duit? wang? money? chien?
okay suma benda tu sama iaitu benda yang sgt
penting dalam hidup kta.


tak dpt dinafikan duit atau wang membawa
pengaruh yang sgt besar dlm hidup kta.
kata orang, 'no money, no talk'


orang yang bnyk duit di pandang tinggi dan orang
yang kurang duit di pandang rendah. eh?
am i right? haha. kalau salah, just ignore la ye. ;p


okay okay, honestly, I NEED MONEY NOW!
cakap memang senang, tp nak dapatkan duit susah
weeyyy! even kerja kerani tusyen, u only get paid by
rm500 per month.


would that be enough for your whole life?
kalau nak tinggal kt cni,memang xcukup ler duit tu.
i mean if u live alone la.


u need to pay ur house rent, electric bill, water bill,
bill astro dan mcm2 lg la. gler bnyk kan?
nak bli groceries lg. ingt 20sen je ke groceries sekarang?


suma da naek harga beb! minyak pun da naek tau.
so, i'm really in need of money now.
bkn utk byr bil elektrik, bil astro
or etc, tp utk bli brng keperluan harian.


tehee! bnyk tau sy nak beli, utk stok bulanan.
muahahahahaha. maklum la, pmpuan kan suka
shopping. i've to admit that. but i'm not one of them.
haha. sy suke shopping ckit jer.
xsuke bnyk pun. haha.



okay2, thats all. goodnight readers!
sweetdream. :)

i'm confused!

assalamualaikum semua.
hurmm hari ini, hari yang amat menggembirakan
bagi bekas pelajar sekolah menengah yang
lepasan spm thn 2010
sbb hari ni la kuar result upu.
yea yea mostly org akan happy sbb dpt tawaran
and ada jugak yang sedh sbb xdpt tawaran.
as for me, i am sad. wanna know why?
sbb kos yang di tawarkan sangat sangat tidak
menggembirakan both of my parents. haish.
plus, dpt dekat u semenanjung.
i dont know what to say. they keep blaming
me for what had happen.
and all i can do is listen to what they have said.
although i hate it. and telinga menjadi sangat panas bila
dgr mereka membebel. know what?
saya rasa mcm dah malas nak blaja. -.-
baek tanam anggur je kat rumah sambil tunggu
lelaki hencem dtg untuk meminang.
muahahahahaha! giler punya cadangan. nak kena
penampar dengan mak haku nih! kena
penampar dan kena buang dr rumah
terus kalau dia dgr aku ckp mcm ni. BAHAHAHAHA.
okay, ignore those. :P
haiyer, saya sudah menjadi tak menentu sekarang.
rasa sangat pening kepala memikirkan tentang future!
oh tidak! how i wish i can be the most happiest people bila
dapat tahu result upu.
apa apapun, just give me some space and time,
i'll think about it again later.
sangat tension sekarang.
bye bye bye all!
goodnight.

Friendship

helo helo semua.
tengah malam seperti ini, saya nak share
something yang a bit emotional with u all.
it's about friendship. :) bila share something yang emotional,
i prefer in bm. haha. sbbnya? i'm still not pro in english. haha
just a basic english okay reader? ;p
okay, back to topic ye.
pasal friendship. hurm, i know friendship
topic is a bit sensitive. but i prefer friendship than relationship?
haha. sbbnya? sy ada best friend tp xda boy friend. hahaha
boy friends ada la. muahaha. gurau ajer yerr.
friendship? best friend? besties?
what does this mean to you?
for me, it means a lot. my friend had change me.
she helps me a lot.
i really love her. i dont want to lose a friend like that.
know what? i think she had done a lot for me.
i wanna do the same things, but i cant.
i'm way too clueless just like what my friends have said.
oh dear! hope u understand ya. i can only pray for you.
and i hope u dont be too nice to me. haha.
i'm scared that i cant repay ur debt someday. ;p
know what? i've never thaught that she will be my best friend.
reasons? haha. we've never closed and seldomly talk to each other.
plus, she had an active treat and me? really passive ma.
especially to those that i've just know/met for a few days!
i'm sorry but that is me. i cant change that.
 i've tried to change my attitude, but bad things come. haha.
soo, i dont think i'll change it again. XD
okay, sungguh jauh sudah sy melencong. -_- i'm sorry.

back back back then, she is soo popular.
she's got a lot of gangs. not gangsters aa. but friends.
and yet me? i've got few friends but close few friends. hihi.
hope u understand what i'm talking. haha.
and then and then kan, we've met in this one holiday camp.
it such a tough camp for me. yea because of my attitude.
thanks to me. -.- i've got friends in that camp
but they are really annoying. most of them just ignore me.
ouhh how sad i am that time.
only a few of them cared for me i think?
i still remembered about this one incident when
something really bad had happen. i really cant forget about this incident.
i'll keep it as a secret okay. :) this incident really taught me a lot.
and i've got a lot of an unanswered question about this incident.
i felt really sad during the camp.
i was left all alone.
at that time, all i can think is home.
i wanna go home! i really wanna go home! but
that wont happen. and i can only cry on my own.
and then, one girl come to me and
calm me down. thanks to that girl.
she said to me, "sbr kak. kmk paham perasaan ktk. kta sama2 kenak tinggal org"
i know those words sounds funny but i'll just ignore it.
maklum la, masa da sedey, mana ada peduli pasal benda mcm tu kan? haha


aaaa alhamdulillah. thanks to that girl. :) because of her, i felt a bit calm.
although inside of me, i felt really really sad and i'm hurt. ;(
but nevermind, that incident already happen. i'll take that as my bad memories.
i hope that wont happen again in my life.
after that incident, i've got my best friend.
and we are really close. dont misunderstood us.
we're not lesbian okay? we're just a best best and close close friend and might
be siblings from different parents. haha!
i really heart my best friend now. ;p
so, u guys, if u got best friend, dont ignore them.
they are very valuable. kata orang, teman ketawa itu memang bnyk, teman
menangis itu sedikit. i've got it already.
so how's ur all? if got, take care of them . it is not easy
to get a good friend nowadays. i hope our friendship last forever ya.
amin!! okay, thats all dude!
such a long post for midnight. hehe.
goodnight!

tiut kan? hehe just like our friendship. ;p

ohh post yang sepatutnya dalam bm, sudah bercampur dengan bi
and at last jadi rojak. nyum3! haha. i'm really sorry.
hope u enjoy reading. kalau xenjoy, buat2 la enjoy. hahaha



assalamualaikum :)

Cant Wait!

assalamualaikum readers!
how how how r u all?
me? im fine today.
really really fine.
alhamdulillah. hihi.
hurmm, im counting days now.
know what? i've been really busy since
i've got my p license.
huh. busy shoping with those mama's.
haha. oh about that counting days, ya
i'm counting days for my upu result
and for becoming family's day of masjid assyakirin.
cant wait cause it's my first time joining this programme.
hehe. for your information, i've never ever go to this programme.
haha really cant wait. ok, thats all.
bye! haha. just a short post for tonight.
i've got no more idea. sorry readers.
 ;)

Good Day :)

hye hye hye!
how's ur all?
im really really really happy
tonight! wanna know why?
because i've received some gifts! haha
know what? i love receiving gifts from people.
haha. i dont know why.
but i love it alot. and im sure everyone
also love it right? ;p if i were ask to choose
gifts, i'll choose the one that i can keep.
i love to make gift collections.
it's my hobby i think? ;p
oh about this gift that i just received.
yeaa, i think this girl just break a record
and make a history in my life! haha.
sounds like very historical right? ;p
i really appreciate it, cause
its my first time received those kind of gifts.
pity me kan? haha. but nevermind.
now i've experienced it. :)
okay, let see how beautiful those gifts are...


:)



first beauty :

yummy! 

So small kan? but i like. ;p

second beauty :

looks yummy! i love chocolate. ;p

nice kan? :)

third beauty :

this is belong to umi. she wanna give it to me but i refuse.
i cant eat both of this things. i wont be able to finish it. hihihi

i love the colour and design. ;p

oh btw, i've ate the first beauty. it really really really delicious. i wanna eat it again someday. haha.
how about the second beauty? i havent eat it. ;p i dont have the heart to destroys it beauty. haha.
forget it. just a joke! ;p hurm hurm hurm. hehe. before i forgot, THANKS A LOT TO THE ONE WHO GAVE THIS TO ME. MILLION THANKS FROM ME YA! ;)

okay, thats all. gudnite guys and girls.
assalamualaikum. ;)