sahabat

assalamualaikum.
s.a.h.a.b.a.t???
what is the first word comes out of your mind when talk about friends?
hacker? your 2nd family? the person that close to you? know you very well other than your family?
mungkin semua itu betul. setiap orang punya pendapat yang berbeza.
kalau bagi sy kawan itu boleh di ibaratkan dengan my second family.
nak tahu kenapa? sebab dari kecik sampai sekarang, saya tak pernah
duduk sekolah asrama, so this is my first time. first time duduk jauh dari family.
jauh yang teramat, sampaikan nak balek ke rumah naik bus awam pun tak boleh.
so, boleh dikatakan dorm ni da jadi rumah kedua saya. pelbagai pahit dan manis kehidupan
telah kami harungi bersama sepanjang hampir setahun kami di sini.
macam2 memori dan kenangan yang tak pernah saya alami yang juga banyak mengjar saya
erti kehidupan yang sebenar. YA ALLAH! berilah saya ketabahan.

kalau dulu, waktu untuk balik adalah waktu yang sangat dinanti-nantikan dan penuh dengan
keterujaan. tapi kini entah kenapa, perasaan itu berubah. sampaikan sekarang saya masih keliru
dengan perasaan sendiri. pernah sampai satu tahap sy rasa nak menangis puas-puas untuk
menghilangkan perasaan ini, TAPI hasilnya menghampakan.
betul kata orang, sesuatu yang kita tidak suka itu akan menjadi benda yang kita suka suatu
hari nanti. i love my friends. i do love them because i never have such friends before.
tapi BERTEMU DAN BERPISAH itu adat dalam persahabatan. walau apapun,
lambat laun memang akan berpisah jugak.  takpe, saya percaya semua yang telah terjadi pasti
ada hikmahnya. semoga kesabaran ini akan membuahkan hasil yang berlipat ganda.
insyaAllah. ukhwah fillah abadan abadaa ukhti~~~~


#maaf kalau post malam ni mengarut sikit. sekadar untuk meluahkan rasa di hati. terima kasih
sudi membaca. assalamualaikum#

everyone do make changes!

ya! everyone change!
he changes.
i hate to see his changes BUT
what can i do?
i just hope for the best things.
i don't know whether his changes is for the best or not.
because i dont see any best things from him.
he just used to be like himself before!
urghhh!
what  an annoying guy!
but who am i to comment that right?
let's just pray for the best for him.


*today's post is just to share my own feeling about THIS man*

t h e m e m o r y

dear ash's blog,



ALHAMDULILLAH today i've bought things that i wanna buy since last 2 weeks!
i'm really happy now, BUT still dont feel satisfy! haha!
me and my sisters, were out for shopping today!
it have been more than 3 months since we didnt go out together for shopping,
and now the time has come! i'm gonna miss this time again later.


it was such an exciting outing since there were only 3 of us,
without the presence of our parents. haha
we can shop without being scolded by our parents.!
we can shop freely and calmly!
such a great experience with my sisters.
urggghhh im sure gonna miss this moments.
when all of us have continued our study and go back to
our university's, we will surely have no time to be spent together..
okay, it's almost nearly to a sad story,
i hate to tell something sad, but i have to say that
IT WAS REALLY SAD WHEN YOU HAVE TO
SEPARATE WITH YOUR SISTERS
FOR A LONG TIME.
and i have to separate with them for 3 months!
isn'it sad?
i can only contact with them through skype later on.
BUT i wanna talk with them on the spot, not through skype-ing.


HOWEVER!!!
that is too impossible, since i was in Serdang,
while my sisters was in Kuching and the other one was in Perlis.
ohhh how far is that? too far right?
hope we will be able to reunite again someday.
i just hope someday, this day will come again.
the day when we were having fun outing and shopping together. :D


with love,
your sister~ 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

assalamualaikum!!

as usual, i'll apologize to all of u

for didn't updating my blog

for such a very long time.

i'm really sorry.

i''ve been very busy.

especially for the past month, 

which is fasting month.

i've got only few time to rest. 

fuhh! praise to Allah, 

it's eidul fitri now.

although it's a bit late for me to say,

but i still wanna say...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS 

around the world.

hope this month will benefit all of us.

however, i've got some kind of bad news for u and

for me. i was very happy when i found out that

i have a week holiday for hari raya, 

HOWEVER! it's such a bad news when
that holiday is consider as our 

revision's holiday.

which means that WE HAVE TO STUDY

for those 7days HOLIDAY!!! 

OMG!! should i say thanks to them?

why dont they let us celebrate hari raya happily??

and for YOur information, i've only left 

2 days here, and after that i'll go back to my hostel.

AND WHAT'S WORST??!!!

i havent revise all of my subjecttt!!!

i just dont know what should i say.

BUT I AM REALLY SCARED NOW!

It's our final exam, and i havent prepared anything!! :'(

urghhhhh! i am not in the mood of study now.

i wanna enjoy my life in here, in my own home.

hurmm, but what can i do?

i have no other choice.

i am a student after all.

i cant run away from any exams as i am a student.

just pray for my success ya?

i hope i am strong enough to face all 

of this. AND THANKS FOR READING!

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST.....

welcome back!

first of all, hello and assalamualaikum readers!
how r u? did u miss me? haha. just kidding.
it's such a long time since i havent
updating my blog. and sorry for that.
i've been very busy with my study.
now, i am UPM student of ASPER.
hihihi. know what?
i've experienced a lot of things here.
A LOT!  A LOT AND A  LOT!!!
and also, lots of funny things had happen.
i wont shared it here.
it's too funny. it's more than enough that
u all know that i am upm student of asper now.

okay, just wanna share that thingy!
:) see yaaa!